Who Am I

Maybe I am not good enough
Maybe I am no one to them
Maybe I am just invisible
Maybe just maybe

I don't actually know what in their mind or heart
But, I know its not their fault
And actually they not doing anything that bad to me
But, why my heart hurts so much and feeling like been tear apart in pieces

I couldn't hold it anymore
Sometimes I just ignore it
But, when all things build inside
I feel like crying out loud
And at that time, I stay helplessly by myself
I just hate myself when I had that moment

That moment
That moment of depression
That moment of being alone
That moment where I sat and thoughts being played in my mind
That moment that I hate it the most